It’s a start on the road to finding love. I met her on a lesbian site about 2 weeks ago and we’ve been talking and e-mailing every day and sometimes twice a day since. She’s much like me but yet different in many ways. I’m attracted. Very attracted. I like her smile, her red hair, her freckles, her sense of humor. Not knowing how to flirt with a woman, I’ve been just winging it and apparently it’s working because she seems to be attracted to me too.
Life is full of surprises and when I least expected to find a woman to ignite that spark, she walked into my life. Our difficulty is distance since she lives about an hour’s drive from me. But I’m not sure I can ever bring myself to live with someone so this may be a blessing for both of us. She is a widow, her life partner passed away 3 years ago. I think both of us are a little nervous about the way we feel so far. I’m almost afraid to start the phone calls. Now that I have the chance will I take it completely or will I just keep it at a distance? I think loving a woman could be the most important event in my life. But I’m afraid of loving her. Afraid of a committed love with a woman.
This is what I’ve wanted. It’s what I fantasize about. It’s what I dreamed of since before reaching puberty. I feel more desire than I ever did with a man. So why am I afraid of it? The worst thing that could happen is that I could fall madly in love with her.
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